wow! she got 4a s in pmr
this is really shocking ape
i thought she was stupid i mean really stupid to pass pmr

well she was shocking too when she saw us in front hers school last evening
hahahahhhahhhhb
but i think i saw tears on her face is she crying? nah childish
she looks more skinnier, i think she was really studying for hers pmr
thanks for those that came into my party yes its my party since it was held in my house
ok bai

she took pmr result today
joe his mom and i plan to surprise her
we 'll throw a party for hers result even we didnt know yet how hers result
we 'll wait for her in front hers school
when she take hers result
meet you there ape
i 'll smack you as i want!
i have been a long time i didnt meet ape!

todays ape/apple/tifa/azie/aziah/mereng/gila/childish birthday
shes already 15 years old! i keep trying to call and sms her but she didnt on her phone
what the hell
i have a lot things to think in my head
im on my spm paper
first thing to do when i found her ; kill her! damndamn!

tomorrow i 'll start spm paper
bai

i was trying to call her to wish her goodluck
but she didnt on her phone
whtthehell
i view her blog
she didnt even write her blog
her latest entry was on 29 august about hers brother birthday
it was 2 months ago
annoyed betul lah!

selamat hari raya!
to mom : mom please forgive me for what i ve done to you. forgive me if i accidently angry with you i love you mom
dad : thanks for everythings dad, do forgive me if i ve done anythings that makes you upset and do gives me more money haha
madi : sorry aku tak de buat salah papepun kat ko ko yg bnyk buat salah kat aku
joe : sorry der because what i done last month we both know whos deserved 'it' berserah je lah der
amy : sorry abg tak de duit raya nak bagi ko
aziah : ... come here and apologize to me
madi : ko nak ape lagi?!
amir : ko puasa pun tak penuh hahaaahh ko ade puki ke babi
anne : i maafkan u, u boleh pegi mati sekarang
adi : budak kecik ko bile nak sunat aku potong terus kang
khairul : lepas ni ko nak g raye mne?
m : bod sorry if i ve do something that make you hurt
dyl : jap g aku sampai
moad : sorry aku terpatahkan kaki ko hari tu asal ko buta nak mampus kete aku pon ko tak nampak
etc. : bai

she will going to take pmr paper on 13 october
everyone lets pray for her success
amin

and dont forget to pray for my spm 11 november too
amin

ok bai
away from pc starting today till 11 november? study? no way
bhabhahhahahhhh

its was a long time i didnt meet ape apple
last time i met her at joes house
right away before im going to michigan
is she will be fine?

selamat berpuasa
ok bai

will be away for 2 weeks
going back to michigan with dad

hers future husbands list ok childish

met ape apple and joe at joes house
.
again she wears the same barney tshirt
.
she loves barney? childish hell?
.
when i arrived there i saw she was busy with hers homeworks
.
english well its easy for me
.
she keeps asking me question by question
.
i didnt answered it i just keep silent you do it by yourself lah!
.
till joe came near ape and messed hers hair
.
she was just laughed like a fool she is a fool
.
'ow you're doing english homework well you can asked syuk, hes really good in english even really bad in grammar' joe sat beside her
.
'tipu' she stared at me with hers distrust eyes
.
then i also messed hers hair
.
but this time she was angry 'stop it grrrrrr'
.
'what? are you angry with me now? why didnt you angry with joe when he ruins your hair? such a jerk?' i keep messes hers hair hardly
.
joe was laughed and she was just about wanted to chase and hit me
.
but she stoped joe was fixed hers hair
.
he said 'stop tease my girl she is doin hers homeworks'
.
that ape was standing that time but when joe said shes his girl she was sitting down right away
.
everyone wwas shocked i mean just me
.
no im not jealous im just  surprise since when they were couple
.
im just standing silently that time
.
i heard joe said to ape 'am i still in yours future husbands list honey?'
.
and i was just 'future husbands list?!'
.
'ow you didnt know she has hers own future husbands list
.
do you know what ranked she gives me, number one she gives me first ranked in hers future husbands list'
.
joe said with smirk smile
.
'wow she have it, i thought just little girls wrote it ' i ended it with loud laugh
.
she was angry i think it was because i said little girl or else?
.
'why did you tell him?' she said to joe with ashamed face joe was just smile and pinched hers cheeks
.
'do you have me in yours future husbands list? no i dont want my name in yours!' haha!
.
'dont worry i will not! and never!' she said,

.
well im a bit upset no i didnt like her dont misunderstood
.
i dont care what is it, i dont care
.
ok bai
but i still really want to know who else in that lists?

visiting my friend amir
at hospital sungai buloh
motors accident
fortunately he was just ok

just having a horrible nightmare
1 am
2 am
3 am
4 am
5 am
6 am

i didnt slept and i cant slept

i 'll not going to school today

Thriving Ivory - Angels On the Moon

Do you dream that the world will know your name,
So tell me your name (tell me your name)
And do you care, about all the little things,
Or anything at all (or anything at all),

SHE SAID IM HER BEST BEST BEST FRIEND
OK SHES FOOL

my dad just came back from michigan
finally
today will be the first time i bring ape apple meet my dad
hope everythings will just fine

joe said my blog sucks
shit
my blog are better than yours
bhabhaahahahahhhhhhh
i already have 78 followers and i just got money from advertlet
you just have 25 followers
ok bai

stubborn girl!
she just signout like that i just want to replay
she makes me burn out
i 'll figure out something to make she cry!
watch out girl

things that i didnt know about ape and i just know about it from joe

this is what joe said :

1. dia suka epal
2. dia jarang makan nasi tapi suka makan lauk je
3. dia suka makan ayam tak kira la lauk ape
4. tapi kalau dia makan dia just makan lauk tu je dia tak makan dengan nasi
5. kalau ko ingat dia tak suka nasi maybe dia memang betul tak suka nasi
6. dia suka makan buah n sayur kalau ko tak suka sayur ko boleh bagi dia
7. dia suka burger
8. kalau dia cakap nak belanja ko makan dia mesti beli burger kat mcd
9. lagi sekali dia memang suka burger
10. aku tengok dia macam selalu ada masalah dgn family dia tapi dia tak pernah pulak nak bagi tau aku
11. dia takkan bagitau ko ape mslah dia punya
12. dia ada 2 abang 2 adik pompuan 3 adik laki
13. dia langsung tak rapat dengan mak dia
14. tapi aku tengok dia rapat betul ngan mak aku 
15. ayah dia ada bela anjing tapi anjing tu kat tempat ayah dia je la 
16. dia suka binatang
17. dia suka pets
18. dia suka kucing ngan hamster
19. cita-cita dia nak jadi dokter haiwan kalau ko sakit ko boleh jumpe dia ko kan binatang 
20. dia lah sorang yang panggil aku jojo
21. first time aku jumpa dia dekat econsave semenyih 
22. sebnrnye mak aku yang jumpa dia mula-mula entah mcm mana aku pun tak tahu
23. waktu tu dia tengah beli ape ntah mak aku pulak terus aje rapat ngan dia ni
24. pastu tak pasal-pasal aku kena hantar dia balik pulak bukan aku yang bawa dia kat situ
25. masa tu dia sorang-sorang je umur dia baru 14 dah lama dah aku kenal dia
26. first aku belanja dia aiskrim yang dekat econsave tu la
27. sebab tu la sampai sekarang dia boleh pulak suka aiskrim tu
28. masa tu waktu yang sama jugak
29. mak aku suka gila la kat budak ni tiap hari dia datang rumah aku
30. mula mula  pun aku ingat minah ni sombong padahal tak de lah sombong mana pun baik juga budak ni
31. jangan panggil dia budak kecik dia tak suka 
32. dia ni ulat buka suka belajar
33. haritu upsr dia dapat 4a
34. dia paling suka matematik ngan english
35. dia tak suka sejarah
36. dia ni rabun 
37. tapi kadang kadang je dia ni pakai spec
38. dia selau pakai spec kat sekolah tapi tak pernah pulak aku nampak dia pakai kat luar sekolah
39. macam mana aku tau? aku pernah amik dia betul-betul lepas dia habis sekolah dengan pakai tudung ngan spec nye aku langsung tak kenal dia doe nerd gila aku tengok 
40. dia selalu pakai contact lens 
41. dia ni pandai lari maksud aku sukan la
42. lagi satu dia pandai lukis-lukis ni
43. dia pandai lukis gambar anime 
44. dia pernah kena buli masa sekolah dulu
45. tapi aku rasa sekarang dah tak dah
46. dia ada sorang je kawan kat sekolah
47. tapi aku benci gila la kat budah pompuan kwn dia tu 
48. dia sayang kat keluarga dia
49. tapi aku rasa family dia tak kesah kot pasal dia
50. kadang-kadang aziah ni suka membebel juga tapi kalau ko tarik muka masa dia tengah membebel confem dia terus terdiam
51. dia jenis yang jarang tengok tv
52. tapi dia paling suka tengok cite final fantasy yang ade cloud tu
53. sebab tu kadang-kadang aku panggil dia tifa
54. email dia aku yang buat tifa_aziah@yahoo.com 
55. aku yang ajar dia tengok cite tu tapi aku tengok dia ni tak pernah pulak bosan tengok cite tu
56. dia suka baca gempak, majalah la bodoh
57. tapi dia tak pernah beli pun
58. dia selalu baca aku punya datang-datang je selerak kan bilik aku
59. bilik aku tu dah jadi macam bilik dia pulak
60. dia ni menag lembap nak mampus
61. ko jangan sesekali sebut atau cakap lucah depan dia dia gila tak suka
62. nanti dia nangis ko pujuk bangang
63. tapi aku memang tak pernah lah tengok minah ni nangis 
64. biasa reaksi dia kalau ko cakap camtu kat dia dia buat tak dengar lagi satu dia tutup telinga dia
65. kalau sekali ko ckp camtu depan dia dia pangkah ko habis-habis
66. madi dah kena dah padan muka dia
67. dia tak takut doe tengok citer hantu dia boleh gelak-gelak kalau tengok cite hantu
68. kalau takat cite hantu biasa camtuh tak de nye dia nak takut 
69. tapi dia paling takut cite pasal zombie sampai ngigau2
70. dia kadang2 sewel sikit
71. dia suka tarik muka kalau ko tak bagi dia benda yang dia nak
72. dia ni jujur tapi kadang-kadang terlampau jujur pulak
73. lurus bendul? dah memang sebati dengan diri dia kot
74. dia suka warna hitam 
75. dia suka tengok kartun
76. dia ni ade tepon tapi aku tak pernah pulak aku tengok dia guna
77. ayah dia garang gila tengok muka pun dah tau encik misai encik misai
78. mak dia cantik
79. adik pompuan dia kurus gila
80. nasib baik dia tak kurus kerempeng
81. dia suka dengar lagu lagu apa je ko bagi je dia
82. kalau dia merajuk ko boleh bagi dia aiskrim kek buah ke apa
83. kalau susah sangat ko nyanyi je lagu pape tuk dia
84. tapi selalu kalau aku gaduh ngan dia, dia la org first yg minta maaf kat aku walaupun sebenarnye aku yg salah

joe said my exgirlfuck called him
what the hell
how did that bitch get my friends number
he said she want my new number
joe know me
he said to that bitch that he didnt know my number
this is what i called friend

myexgirlfuckyoucangotohellfast

met adriana after almost a year being apart
my hot exgirlfuck
she said she miss me
so what lets have sex

anyone?
go get her she called you
she 'll wait for you at room 007

ok bai babi

an apple or an ape

she loves apple
must call she apple
joe and madi gave her that name
called her apple by now
ok apple
are you really that sweet to eat

i 'll call you ape
hahhah

NOW IM MORE LIKE TO WRITE THIS SHIT I MEAN BLOG
IT IS REALLY ATTRACT ME
THANKS TO MYSELF
I MEAN HER
NO NO WAY
I WRITE THIS BY MY OWN
SO THANKS TO ME
OK BAI

5 months ago, i met such a weird girl
and now, she keeps making my life miserable

this is really shocking syuk

i just have 25 entries in my blog
but still i already have 37 followers?
what do you want from my blog?

continuation hell

the one that can bully her just me! i said just me!

actually
shes not just like what i said before
shes not annoyed
shes not arrogant but still is a bigheaded girl
shes not mature but childish and funny
shes not someone that can attracted you so you can just leave her alone
shes not mine either yours

actually
shes funny to eat
shes adorable just a bit
shes cute not pretty
shes polite to fight with
shes weird but nice
shes silly but nice
shes honest but too honest
shes nice and nice

actually
shes really have a sweet smile
shes really have dimples when she smile
shes really have beautiful fingers
shes really have beautiful eyes
shes really have brain but didnt really use it

actually its weird when
she keeps smiling even when i bully her
she keeps smile when i cheat and tease her
she keeps smile when i call her fool and stupid
she keeps smile even when i smack her head
she keeps smile when hers friends abandoned her
she keeps smile even she were being cheat by hers bestfriend
she keeps smile even she didnt know what happen

and
she 'll laugh even it isnt funny
she 'll laugh even it really not funny
she 'll laugh when im moody
she 'll laugh when i mad
she 'll laugh when she found a rat in hers bag
she 'll laugh when she read my blog even all i write are just rubbish

but still
she 'll really shock when i give her a spider!
gotcha!

SHE CHANGED MY PERCEPTION

why do we need to write a tittle?
just read my entry
who is she
shes my slave
named aziah
she was 15 years old
she kept saying she will having pmr this year
shes nerd clumsy fool lambat pick up easy to cheat her easy to bully her but its hard to look she cry or afraid
shes annoyed
ok right now i didnt have mood to write this shit
continued later
bai

MY ENGLISH WRITING SUCKS?
SO WHAT?
GO GET A ROOM! I MEAN HELL! HELL!

thursday
morning
school
met amir joe and madi
kedai mamak
home
say hello to mom
met aziah
joes place
follow joe back to his house
sent aziah back
went home
study
sleep

friday
school
home
went beranang
told aziah shes sucks
back to shah alam
playstation metal gear solid
sleep
hang out
with joe and madi went to beranang
disturb aziah at 3 morning
get scolded by her
luckily her dad didnt heard us
went back to joes home and move to his place
had a match with joe ps
i won 20

saturday
called aziah ask her to hangout with us
again get scolded by her she said she need more rest and study
ok nerd! what ever
saturday was bored go get hell

sunday
get more sleep after 2 days away
study
bring mom to her sisters house
wake joe
his mom serve me chocolate cake
wasnt she knows my liking
go get aziah
i remembered she wore a tshirt that had a picture of babi i mean barney childish
forgot to fetch mom
mom said aziah was more thinner that before
didnt you eat aziah?
blablablablababiblablah

monday
school
study
hangout

tuesday
school
sleep
 
sunday no wednesday
skip school
get an another piercing on my left ear
wow
joe dyed his hair with purple hahhah i mean brown
and now write this shit

ok bai

SHE SAY I WAS TYPO

ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRY, I WERE TYPO ON THE WORD BERENANG
ITS ACTUALLY SHOULD BE BERANANG
TAKE NOTE OK
BAI

i met her at berenang
on february 3 months ago
shes a friend of joe
she's just 15 that time but i thought shes already 17
shes not cute, not really cute, but quite cute
ok, shes really cute hell

shes arrogant and shit bigheaded
she makes me sick and annoyed
i hope joe and i can just get out from there asap
i told joe
he laughed he said shes always like that to stranger or newer guy like me
she was actually a funny and very polite girl
i stared at her, wtfuu she looks much different from what joe said
i think shes just like those gedik girls
what ever im not interested to a girl like her anyway

we went to kajang metro
joe said that girl want to buy something for hers friend farah/zarah/zary/hdaghgshagfagashjgf ok what ever the hell with hers friend name
shes choose something stupidpinkish colour she said that hers friend love porkpinkish colour
ok lets go to hell
that thing cost more than 20 ringgit why should this girl buy this such expensive thing for hers friend
such a waste!
the momment she went to pay that thing at counter
i noticed shes keep searching hers bag inside and out
dont you say you didnt bring the money girl!
and yes she is!
ok this girl is jerk i think shes just want us to pay for her, shes a liar
shes look at joe with hers 'justwanttocry' eyes
joe said he didnt bring any money
i heard she said 'alaa macam mana ni'
ok, she can go to heaven, i mean hell first

the cashier girl just stood and look at us what do you want stupid
i just didnt want to waste the time
i bring out my wallet and pay that thing for her and my 26 ringgit just fly away ok cool i mean suck
she said she was really thankful and really will pay back my money
with that look do you think i will believe you you still a liar girl
i keep saying 'its ok, its just 26 ringgit'  but deep in my heard said 'you must pay me back fool girl!'

and that day just pass by

on the next day
i went to joes place
as i come into the house i saw joe was playing with his xbox
i sat and ask joe about that yesterday girl
and i accidently called that girl jerk
'asal ko panggil dia jerk' he said as he lifted his eyebrows
at that time i can see that girl come and sit in front us with an apple in hers hand
well i dont know that she was there
she was curious she looked upset as she looked into my eyes i think she heard what i said just now
ok she made me very uneasy and awkward
'wey mana duit aku' i ask her as i want to let this awkward time pass by
joe nudge me and i look at him
he whispered 'ko gila ke asal ko cakap macam tu kat dia'
'asal lak salah ke aku minta balik duit aku' i answer but not whispered i said it aloud
and i heard she said 'sorry' softly
she walked away and came back after a few second
she gave me 30 ringgit and again she said sorry
i was just doing nothing and just silent
'joe saya balik dulu tau, bye assalamualaikum' as she walks away from us
joe shouted 'wei aziah ko nak balik naik apa aku hantar jom'
she stopped  'ouhh ok'

thus, i was in the car with them i sat at the back
i had been forced by joe to follow them memang fuck lahh
it was a long journey since we were from joes place at kl to that berenang
i dont know how come joe can meet this girl as i dont really want to know not my problem
'lets have an ice cream guys' he stopped at semenyih
he drove to econsave
ice cream? econsave? what? is this a joke
no it isnt he really bought ice cream there
he gave me ice cream flavored vanilla
i saw he gave that girl chocolate flavored and he bought for himself  vanilla flavored
but then in the car i took that girls ice cream 'i want chocolate'
she looked upset joe want to buy for her another ice cream
but then she said 'its okay ill eat syuks ice cream'
joe looked at me he looks angry and i was just about 'what?'

i started to bully this girl that day till now
well its fun to bully a girl like her

so this is the first time i met her
to aziah razak i just write this story since im bored and i cant sleep yet
even its already 2 am right now
you know what you should say thanks to me to write this story
and please dont over think about this, I JUST WRITE IT
i have no intention or feeling to you ok
so dont you ever over thinking about this!
ok bai

TODAY

met joe
hangout
playing rugby
met her at 5 oclock
she wears that blue shirt again
.
.
.
.
what the hell am i write about her

go back home
mom said i stink
have a shower
get out
kedai mamak
smoking
went home at 1 morning
wrote this shit

go to sleep
bai

MUHAMMAD SYUKRI ALI BIN KAMAL AFFENDI, 17, SHAH ALAM.


WHAT THE FUUU IS THIS?
BLOGGER-ING?
WHY IM DOING THIS?

SHE FORCED ME !
OH GREAT I JUST DO IT AGAIN

AND AGAIN